When I'm done with thinking

WARNING: THIS IS A VERY RANDOM POST WITH NO PARTICULAR SUBJECT OR THEME

So this song came on my Ipod today at work and I'm not even sure what it is even though I've heard it a hundred times but it simply states 'when I'm done with thinking then I'm done with you' and it made me smile to myself because at that very moment I was starting to zone off thinking 'I wonder what Kasey is doing right now' which is something that crosses my mind probably every... 5 mins! Yesterday I took the Five Languages of Love test and I made Kasey take it as well, I already knew what mine would be but it was fun to get his results! He doesn't open up about much so I have a hard time reading him sometimes, I think that mostly is because he's 7000 miles away and we really only get to talk on Yahoo IM (which SUCKS! I do NOT recommend trying to have a relationship through IM to anyone!!!) Anyways I think one of my favorite parts about being in a relationship if learning new thing about that person and learning about the things they love! For example Kasey plays the guitar (which is SUPER hot!) so one day when he was home on leave he tried to show me how to hold an acoustic because I want to learn and I felt SO stupid because I could hardly get my fingers around the thing! But it was so much fun for me to have him sit there and very patiently help me play two cords, lol I don't really see myself going anywhere with it but it was great! Stuff like that means the world to me, just spending 'real' time together!

Its funny to me when I talk to my friends that are in the service and I say 'oh so n so told me to tell you thank you' and they respond with 'for what?' I always just want to smack them and be like 'oh i don't know how about signing your life away and risking it and putting yourself in harms way to keep us safe and standing up for our country' but I always just smile and say 'for being an amazing person and serving in the military!' then 9 times outta 10 I get the eye roll with 'I'm just doing my job' Well to that I say THANK YOU! (below is a picture of my SUPER HOT beau!)
Oh I keep forgetting to post pictures of my flowers, they are going to be so pretty this year, and my Wisteria is growing back and I can't wait for it to start blooming! I'm worried though that my honeysuckle vines didn't make it through the winter :( I'll be so upset if they didn't! But I'll just have to get some new ones maybe a little 'heftier' ones this year. Anyways I'll garden post later when I'm at home with pictures! Oh and I'll have to put up a before picture (the garden looks pretty out of control right now! There are flowers just growing everywhere mixed with weeds and in no order) It actually looks like i took a box of Johny Jump UP seeds and covered my entire garden with them lol at least there pretty right? Well back to work.. :(

Home

Today I wish I were going home to this....

Instead I'll be going here... (good ol Mapleton)

Happy Admin Day :)

The girls I work with are amazing! They do such amazing jobs and work so hard all of the time!! They never get a day off and still some how walk around with smiles and laughing! I love working with them and they are such an important part of my life! Today is admin day and since I am still technically a CS agent at work I wasn't expecting anything, but yet again they surprised me and sent me flowers and a mini cake! So I just wanted to say publicly to them that I love them and THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!!

Hawaii...

I just had a friend get back from Hawaii and now all I can think about is saving my pennies to go back! I wish I would have spent more time there when I went, I love it there SOO much!!! But since I didn't I guess thats just one more reason to go back right??

32.6 minutes later...

I'm not sure if my idea to run 3 miles before work (and breakfast) today was a good idea or a bad one. I am NOT a long distance runner... laugh all you want but but yes 3 miles is a long distance for me! Pathetic I know, I was on the track team from 8-11th grade but the longest I ever ran was a 400 and that was only once because the other girl got sick! Other than that my max was the 200! I am for sure a sprinter... well I used to be! Either way after I ran today I felt great for a few hours then it hit me that I had forgotten to eat breakfast! I kind of miss that good feeling after a hard workout though I could do with out the extreme exhaustion during the workout! But still I think it was a good idea!

Concerts and Car bombs...

This week has been CRAZY! On Tuesday I went to the Britney Spears concert and she is such an amazing performer! (pictures coming soon!) It really was an awesome show! The Pussycat Dolls opened and it was good, I'm more of a country girl so I didn't know any of their songs but I'm sure if I did I would have loved them as well! After they were done there was literally a circus! I love the circus so it was great! There were all kinds of performers doing some of the craziest things! This one girl was so crazy flexible I didn't know the human body could move like that with out being broken! But I did decide that's my new goal to get that flexible lol even though.. I probably wont even come close! But if I'm even half as good as her it'll be awesome! Anyways... after that is when Britney came out and she was FABULOUS!!!!! I've always been a fan and never been ashamed to admit to it either, and I was a little worried going to the show but it was even better than I was expecting it to be! She knows how to put on a show that's for sure!! I was so sad cus my camera battery died but I did get about 6 pictures before so I'll get them up hopefully tonight! I also decided that she is THE sexiest woman alive! I wish I could be like that!! Whenever I try to be sexy I just look awkward! lol which is why I normally don't try to be sexy! I hope she does well gets another album out and comes back!!
Yesterday I decided that I am hating the fact that Kasey is in Iraq more and more everyday! Not just because I miss him but because of things like this...
I was only able to talk to Kase for about 10 mins yesterday online and he said he had been in Northern Iraq all day which I hate because he already told me that its really bad up there still, but he didn't have much time to talk so after he left I was looking at the news on Yahoo and one of the top stories was about 2 car bombs in a city in Northern Iraq that killed 21 people. WHAT?!?! And that's where Kasey was all day??? So the first thing I asked him today was what city he was in yesterday and THANKFULLY he wasn't in Kurkit! Still I don't like him being there and worse when I try and ask him about it he always gets upset because he doesn't like to talk about his job. Well... all I have to say is he better get used to it, talking about it makes me feel better about it because I know whats going on and then I don't feel like I need to stress out about it as much! Anyhow, I'm also way excited for this weekend! I'm having a sleep over on Friday with my best friend Annie (no I am not to old and will probably have them for the rest of my life!) and then on Saturday after my family shoot we are going shopping and to hang out all day! Annie and I have the strangest yet best friendship in the world! We can go for a full year with out seeing each other and when we are together we don't skip a beat its like we talked and hung out everyday since! Well... I guess back to work lol

Today... this is how I feel

A mix between two Shania songs...

It's 'bout as bad as it could be
Seems everybody's buggin' me
Like nothing wants to go my way--
yeah, it just ain't been my day
Nothin's comin' easily

Even my skin is acting weird
I wish that I could grow a beard
Then I could cover up my spots
not play connect the dots
I just wanna disappear

Even something as simple as
Forgettin' to fill up on gas
There ain't no explanation why--
things like that can make you cry
Just gotta learn to have a laugh

It must be Monday! What a dumb day!
Can't drag my butt outta bed
Somebody stop me--I need another coffee
Like a hole in my head

If only I could sleep in--
and wake up on the weekend
Oh, what a dream that would be, yeah
But fat chance for that one--
it ain't gonna happen
Better get back to reality

I could be a slob or keep my job
That is the choice we have
The daily grind can freak your mind
But life isn't all that bad

Can only go up from here
Up--up--up--Up
where the clouds gonna clear
Up--up--up--
There's no way but up from here

Mini Eggs and Chips... mmm

So I used to think that all my post on my blog and to be these super LONG and REALLY important posts. Well... I've realized thats not true, I can post whatever I want and today I'm posting 3 things
1. I wish I were outside enjoying the sun and not sitting inside daydreaming about how the sun would feel if i would working in my garden right now.
2. I'm craving junk food today for NO reason!
3. I REALLY REALLY wish it was October! Forget summer this year my soldier is coming home this fall and I cant wait any longer! A two week visit is just not long enough! So I've been trying to think of ways to get him home but since we are just dating and I'm not 'family' even if I were to get in a 'car crash' and need him to come and see me in the hospital they wont let him... hmm well if you think of any ideas of how to get him home I'll take em!!! Eh I know he can't come home until they say so this fall but... a girl can hope right?

Jobs...

So its just a fact that everyone has a differnt kind of job. I have a desk job... I am a receptionist full time and a photographer part time (even though I wish it were the other way around)
Anyways I think my bf has a pretty AWESOME job! He's a Soldier for the US ARMY, and if you ask me it doesn't get much cooler than that! He thinks its weird that I'm proud of him but.. I am pretty sure he's got THE most honorable job in the world, and even though it sucks sometimes (like right now cus he's in Iraq for 6-7 more months) I wouldn't have him any other way and I somehow I still love the ARMY :) anyways here is a really cool video of what he does!

http://www.1id.army.mil/videos/1ID/080110134846.wmv