22 weeks

How far along: 22 weeks
Total weight gain/loss: -6lbs 
Size of the baby: Weight of a papaya 11ish inches  
Maternity clothes: same
Sleep: allergies are making it impossible to breath at night!!  
Best moment since last week: Starting to feel some kicks
Miss anything: not really 
Movement: A little bit more here and there, mostly some kicks when I curl up on the recliner 
Food cravings: not really
Anything making you queasy or sick? Not really anything in particular, just regular morning sickness 
Have you started to show yet: I think so, mostly just the organs being shoved into my ribs making me look preggo on top
Gender: Girl  
Labor signs: none
Belly button in or out: in (but part of it feels like a balloon filled with flour)
Wedding rings on or off: on
Happy or moody most of the time: a little of both  
What are you looking forward to this week? We have to go back for an anatomy scan this week, we went on the 30th of May and she was measuring small and the guy was annoyed because he wanted her to be bigger so we are going back this Thursday for him to redo the scan... I'm just excited for another ultrasound :) 

Sunday fun day

Just a quick picnic and walk in the canyon

20 weeks

How far along: 20 weeks 2 days
Total weight gain/loss: -6lbs (was down 10 starting to gain it back)
Size of the baby: Size of a banana 10 inches 
Maternity clothes: 3 dresses and 6 shirts should be enough
Sleep: my allergies have been killing me so it's been harder to breathe at night
Best moment since last week: I went 3 days without throwing up
Miss anything: not really 
Movement: Still not much, dang anterior placenta :(
Food cravings: not really
Anything making you queasy or sick? Not really anything in particular, just regular morning sickness 
Have you started to show yet: I think so, mostly just the organs being shoved into my ribs making me look preggo on top
Gender: another girl  
Labor signs: none
Belly button in or out: in
Wedding rings on or off: on
Happy or moody most of the time: a little of both  
What are you looking forward to this week? memorial day having a family day hiking and probably a bbq

14 weeks

How far along: 14 weeks 3 days
Total weight gain/loss: -3lbs
Size of the baby: Size of a lightbulb 3.4 inches 
Maternity clothes: nothing new
Sleep: Eh, I need to go to bed sooner, I've been tossing around a lot because my boobs hurt
Best moment since last week: Easter
Miss anything: Food, I feel so hungry, but no matter what kind of food I think of eating it makes me feel so sick that I can't bring myself to even eat! 
Movement: I think I felt a little kick or punch down there.... 
Food cravings: I pretty much hate all food right now, however I did want a certain kind of french fries for 4 days before finally getting some! 
Anything making you queasy or sick: I was queasy pretty much the whole week. 
Have you started to show yet: Nope 
Gender: we find out so soon!!  
Labor signs: none
Belly button in or out: in
Wedding rings on or off: on
Happy or moody most of the time: probably a little more moody this week... i think its the not being able to eat that is getting me grumpy! 
What are you looking forward to this week? 

13 weeks

I guess these are the only posts you're going to get right now haha but its better then the nothing thats been on the blog right??

How far along: 13 weeks
Total weight gain/loss: -2lbs
Size of the baby: a peach (2.9 inches long) 
Maternity clothes: nothing new
Sleep: Eh, I need to go to bed sooner, I've been tossing around a lot because my boobs hurt
Best moment since last week: .....
Miss anything: my mt dew and my appitite, I feel so hungry, but no matter what kind of food I think of eating it makes me feel so sick! 
Movement: none this week
Food cravings: I pretty much hate all food right now! 
Anything making you queasy or sick: I was queasy pretty much the whole week. 
Have you started to show yet: I don't think so. I wish my fat tummy would start turning into a baby tummy asap though! 
Gender: we find out in 17 more days!! 
Labor signs: none
Belly button in or out: in
Wedding rings on or off: on
Happy or moody most of the time: probably a little more moody this week... i think its the not being able to eat that is getting me grumpy! 
What are you looking forward to this week? honestly nothing, it's going to be a very long week. I will be babysitting my 5 month old niece and my cousins 7yr old (before and after school) and then I have a photo shoot on Saturday so I'm really looking forward to next Sunday when I can just visit with family for Easter! 

Oh I did get Olivia's birthday invitations done, so I'll pick those up tomorrow and send them out, and I survived shooting a wedding all day yesterday! Although it was terrible weather when I was done and took me 2 hours to drive home, so I've been a little extra crabby today! 

12 weeks

How far along: 12 weeks
Total weight gain/loss: -3lbs
Size of the baby: a toy soldier
Maternity clothes: a pair of shorts from DI?
Sleep: Pretty good this week 
Best moment since last week: getting a new ultrasound picture and hearing the hearbeat (162 at 11 weeks 4 days)
Miss anything: my mt dew!
Movement: I actually think I felt a little movement one day this week but I'm not positive. 
Food cravings: a lot of food sounds super nasty, but when I do want to eat, it's always salty things or deli sandwiches like Jimmy Johns. 
Anything making you queasy or sick: really heavy foods like burgers (we made cheeseburgers for dinner one night and it was not a good idea) However I did start a B6/unisom mix this week my Dr told me to take and my morning sickness this week was hardly there!  
Have you started to show yet: I don't think so.  
Gender: We have a Dr apt on April 26th and we'll hopefully find out then, we'll be 15 weeks 5 days
Labor signs: none
Belly button in or out: in
Wedding rings on or off: on
Happy or moody most of the time: I think I've been pretty moody this week :( a lot of people assuming I will just do things because I work from home so that must mean I have all the time in the world to take care of their stuff... it really bugged me this week. 
What are you looking forward to this week: I'll be shooting my nephews sr pictures this week and I have a wedding I'm shooting this week, I'm really excited for both but nervous to see how tired I am by Sunday! 

baby was so active when we went for the ultrasound, flipping around, stretching legs and arms, scratching it's head and what looked like waving! I can't wait to find out if we are having a boy or a girl so I can stop saying "it" and we can come up with a name! Hopefully with Easter and Olivia's birthday coming up time will just fly by! 

11 Weeks

How far along: 11 weeks
Total weight gain/loss: -1lbs
Size of the baby: a lime
Maternity clothes: whatever I have leftover, maybe nothing?
Sleep: I've been waking up every night around 4am for I have no idea what reason, and then I just lay there because I can't fall back asleep for about an hour, it might be from my extremly vivid dreams.
Best moment since last week: .....
Miss anything: my mt dew!
Movement: none yet
Food cravings: a lot of food sounds super nasty, but when I do want to eat, it's always salty things or deli sandwiches like Jimmy Johns. 
Anything making you queasy or sick: this was actually a pretty tuff week and I was queasy pretty much the whole time. 
Have you started to show yet: I don't think so. My 7 year old cousin told me "It's so weird, you just look like normal Ashlee and not a pregnant Ashlee" lol 
Gender: I was told I can find out at 14 weeks... so I probably will
Labor signs: none
Belly button in or out: in
Wedding rings on or off: on
Happy or moody most of the time: probably 70/30 mostly happy
What are you looking forward to this week: We have another Drs appointment on Monday, we'll get to hear the babys heartbeat and get new pictures!! 

Ten Weeks 3 Days

Here we are, 1/4 of the way done! I can't wait to be farther along so I can feel baby moving and not keep thinking it's all in my head! Our next apt is in one week and I just can't wait! I did this little thing with Olivia every now and then while I was preggers so I'm going to try and do it again this time. Hopefully I'll remember because my blogging skills have gone WAY down hill!

How far along: 10 weeks
Total weight gain/loss: -0lbs Same as when I got pregnant
Size of the baby: a cocktail wienie or a kumquat
Maternity clothes: whatever I have leftover, maybe nothing?
Sleep: It's really hard to get comfy because my boobs hurt SO BAD but once I do I am sleeping mostly thru the night, sometimes I wake up to pee.
Best moment since last week: um.... the weather has been great so we've been outside a lot
Miss anything: my mt dew!
Movement: none yet
Food cravings: a lot of food sounds super nasty, but when I do want to eat, it's always salty things or deli sandwiches like Jimmy Johns.
Anything making you queasy or sick: morning sickness, when I drink to much water and really sweet things
Have you started to show yet: its hard to tell, i was already over weight so... :(
Gender: I was told I can find out at 14 weeks... so I probably will
Labor signs: none
Belly button in or out: in
Wedding rings on or off: on
Happy or moody most of the time: probably 70/30 mostly happy
What are you looking forward to this week: My sweet neighbor offered to take Olivia for a play date so I can take a nap later this week and not pawn Olivia off on my mom like I always do!


This is our 9 week ultrasound. It just looks like a tiny bobble head lol. Can't wait to get new pictures in a week! We'll be almost 12 weeks so it should look more like a baby by then!

7 weeks 1 day

Wow, I guess last year really did a number on me! I haven't blogged since we lost baby 2 at 5.5 weeks. I've shed so many tears over that day since then. All the blaming on myself, questions, sadness thinking that was it, and facing the realization I might only ever have one child and to embrace her!
Almost a year later, here I am, 7 weeks and 1 day pregnant. I've taken 3 tests I have a Dr's appointment in 2 weeks and I'm all kinds of nauseous!
We went to Florida the first week of February and I got so motion sick on the flight there is thought, maybe it's morning sickness? I didn't want to get my hopes up though and blew it off, we had so much fun frolicking at the beach and disneyworld and the day after we got back, I missed my period! I've been so nervous something will happen that I haven't really had time to be excited. It's such a weird feeling, almost as if it's not real. My first appointment I'll get to hear the heartbeat and do an ultrasound, I'm so excited, but a little sad, the only time they had open was 930am so Kasey won't make it :( I don't know if he pretends it's not a big deal, or he really doesn't mind, but I'll be sad he isn't with me.
This is my last baby, so I want to make sure I go all out, I have announcement ideas planned and gender reveal ideas! I'm already putting aside money for a birth photographer, because Kasey had to do it for Olivia and I don't want him to have to worry about it this time.

Here's to our little blueberry! Please stay with me this time! 

Love - your momma.

      

bad dream

Bad dreams are not super uncommon in our house, Olivia has them a couple times a month and wakes up crying, normally she tells us she was dreaming of things like giant spiders or the "bad guys" from PJ Masks which are not really bad and its one of her favorite shows. 

Well this morning at 5am Olivia started crying, Kasey went in and took care of her and I stayed in bed, later in the morning when I was getting ready for work she came upstairs and I asked her why she was crying and this was her response

"I had a bad dream, that I stole your lipstick and I got it over my whole body and you were sad, so you called the police man and you were making me go with him because I was stealing" 

It took every ounce of self control to not start laughing, instead I gave her a hug and told her I loved her and wouldn't ever call the police because she used my lipstick. Then I sent her down to let the dog out so I could have a good laugh, I guess maybe I could lay off on the whole "don't steal things or the cops will come" speech, but at least I don't need to worry about her being a thief! 

Brown Bear

Olivia has become one of the silliest little girls around! She has her favorite book memorized. 

Normally when I read it to her I like to use different voices for each animal and make the sounds, clearly someone's caught on. Lol.

winter

2015 was gone before I even knew it was here! Seriously, I kept thinking we had already done things and then realized it had been a year since we had actually done them! Here are a few pictures from our winter fun! 

back in November Kasey's brother passed away

Olivia wore my old dress for her Christmas dress this year

making Christmas cookies

Olivia took this picture of her toys lol

she totally fell asleep this way

Love this girl to bits! 

I shot 14 weddings this year (yay me) and literally half of them were at the new Payson Temple! 

I changed my hair color