Wednesday, March 11, 2009

In love with a Soldier

I know I also posted this to my facebook but for those of you who don't look at my facebook and only check my blog... this is the most .... true statement I've ever found about being in love with a Soldier! As many of you know I've started dating an amazing person who is also yes... in the ARMY.. lol whats with me? I think I am drawn to military men simply for the fact that I admire them SO much. Anways I don't know the author of this short story but THANK YOU for writing it! My amazing soldier comes home from Iraq this fall, I had two weeks with him at the end of February and wont see him again until at least October 5th, (thats his 1 year in Iraq mark) but his unit might get extended until December, and might normally means will but for now I'll keep my fingeres crossed I get to see him in 208 days!!

In Love with a Soldier- Author Unknown

If you're not in love with a soldier, you can't know adventure. You don't know smelly gray PT uniforms that require a daily washing. You can't understand green and brown camouflaged bags flooding your bedroom floor.

If you're not in love with a soldier, you can't understand the meaning of the phrase "going to the field" and the weeks you spend away from each other.

If you're not in love with a soldier, you can never imagine the hole in your heart when that phone call comes. "Honey, I am leaving tomorrow to go overseas. I don't know how long I will be gone or exactly where I am going, but I want you to know that I love you - always!"

If you're not in love with a soldier, you don't know what it's like to say that final good-bye. You don't know what it really means to be glued to the television. You don't understand fear and you can't possibly understand the sleepless nights of endless crying wondering if you will ever see the love of your life alive again.

If you're not in love with a soldier, you can't know the immense joy, the uncontrollable smile, or the butterflies in your stomach when you see your soldier march into the family waiting area upon redeployment. You can't understand the self-control it takes to stand on the other side of the room as some higher-up gives a seemingly endless welcome home speech while all the soldiers stand in formation. You don't know what it's like to have that second first kiss or what it's like to experience puppy love all over.

If you're not in love with a soldier, you can't truly understand how to make every moment count because you never know when that phone call may come again.

If you're not in love with a soldier, you can never really understand how very delicate life is!

Sunday, March 8, 2009

Today...

I'm hoping if I write out what I need to get done today... I'll actually do it!
1. Clean room
2. Laundry
3. Pick up prints from the lab
4. Muddy Buddies
5. Grayson/Morgan pictures
6. Edit more photos
7. Get papers to file taxes!!
8. Go to wal-mart and get a new toothbrush head and NOTHING else!
For now.. I think thats it but I'm sure there is more that I'm just forgetting about...

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

Seriously...?

Ok so really is it that hard to update with a new post every now and again? I guess so... I feel like SO many things are happening in life and then I never write about it lol. Someone asked me what a blog was even for the other day and I was like 'Oh well... I used one for my 'hobby/job' and the other is like my online diary' then I thought about it... and I don't update my 'diary' very often lol. Anyways I need to get some pictures off my camera and onto my computar so I can show you all the fun I've been having. I totally went to the Zoo yesterday and it was AMAZING!!! I love the zoo, and being there with no crowds was even better! Anyways I've got lots to update! So i'll be back later!

Friday, February 20, 2009

Stupid Fridays....

Have you ever wanted something (or someone) so badly that you do everything you can to make sure that you don't get it? I know that sounds backwards, but I'm realizing that I do that alot actually. I don't know if its because I figure if I push a person away at the begining they have no chance of hurting me or if I make sure not to 'get' something then there is no way for me to fail but either way... I don't think its a good thing! However even though I notice myself doing it, I can't stop! When I'm pushing away a person I find EVERY reason I can to be mad or make them mad at me so that by some twisted action I wont have to worry about being let down... I push and push until... there is nothing left to push. The sad thing is, I'm always still upset.
Uh... whatever...