Should have been posted Friday...

Well it’s been a full week here at the new job and I’m still loving it! I am a little excited to get out of here today though J since I’m the only one here and I’ve been done with my work already for about an hour! Annie and I are going to Old Navy because everything is on sale and I just got paid!! Oh and I need to get something AWESOME to wear when I see Kasey! Speaking of… sadly I’m not going to Kansas in 4 days L they got pushed back a week so now I am leaving on the 29th after work and driving through the night so that I can be there when he gets home! I can’t wait for him to be in the same country as me!! And for him to actually have a phone so I can call him and not just talk to him through IMs! I think that instant messaging creates more fights than it’s worth! Sometimes I wish it didn’t even exist because it just makes things harder, but then I think about it and I’m actually really glad that I have it! I’ve only asked Kasey for one letter the whole time he’s been gone and I still don’t have it so… if that were the only way for him to talk to me I’m pretty sure I’d never hear from him! It’s so surreal that in less than 2 weeks I’ll be with him again! I mean next weekend I’ll be packing up all my stuff so that I’m ready to leave right after work on Tuesday! I’ve gotten so used to him being gone that I’ve started to think this is how it will always be, us always so far apart and me lonely and miserable but now that’s all changing and he’s coming back!! I was talking with a friend today and I felt so guilty when she asked me why I was going to Kansas and I told her that my soldier was finally coming home. It was hard to say it without excitement, but I was trying to hide it as best I could… see her soldier never made it home. He was killed in action in 2005 in Afghanistan. Every time I think of how Kasey is finally coming home all I can think of is all the hero’s that didn’t make it back, and then I feel guilty for being so happy. How selfish am I? Anyway… I’ll check back in next week after I go get all of Kasey’s STUFF from his grandmas house that he wants me to take to him! I’m sure I’ll have stories to tell after I go through all 67 packages! Until then I’ll be ears deep in photos to edit oh and another photo shoot tomorrow! Gotta get caught up before I leave!! 4 shoots in a week is do-able right?? Lol riiight… uh I guess I’ll just be working off fumes and mt dew.

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I realized two things today...

1. It doesn't matter how many times I watch Steal Magnolias I will always cry

and

2. No matter how often I clean my room will always be a mess until I'm not trying to fit a family room, bedroom and office all in one little space!

Playlist

So since Kasey has been gone there has been a few songs that make life a little... well not better but I like to listen to them, reminds me I'll be with him again soon!! Heres my top songs... (in case your missing someone no matter how long they've been gone maybe this will help?)

1. Far Away - Nickelback

2. Here without you - 3 Doors Down

3. Sleeping to dream - Jason Mraz

4. Broken - Lifehouse

5. Come home soon - SheDaisy

6. Your Call - Secondhand Serendade

7. Your the man - Jessica Andrews

8. You are the one - Elliott Yamin

9. I miss you - Blink 182

10. When your gone - Avril Lavigne

Plus so many others... Kasey always tells me to listen to this song called 'Ashley' but I can't remember who sings it.. Its kind of weird to have a song with your name in it! Anyways... this better be the last time that I have to say only 10 days until Kasey is home from Iraq! I'm praying for NO MORE push backs!!!

two weeks!!

That means only 14 DAYS until Kasey is home from Iraq hopefully FOREVER!! Can we say...

EXCITED???

mmm... in 14 days i'll be doing this...

I know I know... TMI but I don't care :)