I totally stole this of Emilys Blog :)

((60 RANDOM QUESTIONS))

1. WHAT IS IN THE BACK SEAT OF YOUR CAR RIGHT NOW?
A fog machine and some of Morgans candy wrappers

2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU WENT OUT TO DINNER?
Last week

3. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE WORD OR PHRASE?
lame

4. NAME 3 PEOPLE WHO MADE YOU SMILE TODAY?
Kasey, My cousins little boy, and a lady at my work

5. WHAT WERE YOU DOING AT 8AM THIS MORNING?
Sitting at work :(

6. WHAT WERE YOU DOING 30 MINUTES AGO?
Invoices

7. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN TO A STRIP CLUB?
No

8.WHAT IS THE LAST THING YOU SAID OUT LOUD?
Have a good day.

9. WHAT IS THE BEST ICE CREAM FLAVOR?
Chocolate for sure!

10. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU HAD TO DRINK?
Lemonade

11. WHAT ARE YOU WEARING RIGHT NOW?
Jeans and a sweater

12. WHAT IS THE LAST THING YOU ATE?
A chicken sandwich

13. HAVE YOU BOUGHT ANY NEW CLOTHING ITEMS THIS WEEK?
I got some new jeans and a super cute new bra over the weekend...

14. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU RAN?
yesterday for about 1 min to catch up to someone :) does that count?

15. WHAT IS THE LAST SPORTING EVENT YOU WATCHED?
Football yesterday

16. IF YOU COULD GO ANYWHERE IN THE WORLD, WHERE WOULD YOU GO?
Iceland!!

17. EVER GO CAMPING?
All the time

18. DO YOU GO TANNING?
In the spring and summer ya but it doesn't help

19. HAVE YOU EVER LOST ANYTHING DOWN THE TOILET?
gross, NO

20. WHAT IS YOUR GUILTY PLEASURE?
Hmm... not sure I want to tell you that ;)

21. DO YOU DRINK YOU SODA FROM A STRAW?
If its a fountain soda then yes... but I'm not drinking soda anymore so...

22. WHAT DID YOUR LAST TEXT SAY?
ya

23. ARE YOU SOMEONES BEST FRIEND?
I hope so!

24. WHAT ARE YOU DOING TOMORROW?
Working

25. ARE YOU IN LOVE?
100%

26. LOOK TO YOUR LEFT, WHAT DO YOU SEE?
Time Cards

27. WHAT COLOR IS YOUR WATCH?
Silver

28. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU THINK "AUSTRALIA"?
All the things that can kill you there!

29. LIKE ROLLER COASTERS?
They are probably one of my most favorite things!

30. BIRTHSTONE?
An Opal

31. DO YOU GO IN TO EAT AT FAST FOOD PLACES OR GO TO THE DRIVE UP?
Depends on my mood and time frame.

32. DO YOU HAVE ANY FRIENDS ON FACEBOOK, THAT YOU ACTUALLY HATE?
Ya.. NO

33. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
Cesar (a guy at work)

34. ANY PLANS TODAY?
Hanging out with Kasey

35. WHERE ARE YOU AT RIGHT NOW?
At work.. where else would I be in the middle of the day?

36. BIGGEST ANNOYANCE IN LIFE RIGHT NOW?
Not living in the same state as Kasey :(

37. LAST SONG YOU LISTENED TO?
Lady Gaga's Paparazzi

38. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?
The 4th Kind

39. ARE YOU ALLERGIC TO ANYTHING?
Nickel

40. FAVORITE PAIR OF SHOES?
I have a few.

41. ARE YOU JEALOUS OF ANYONE?
At the moment no, but I do get jealous and it SUCKS!

42. ARE YOU MARRIED?
No

43. IS ANYONE JEALOUS OF YOU?
I doubt it

44. WHAT TIME IS IT?
14:52

45. DO ANY OF YOUR FRIENDS HAVE CHILDREN?
Yes most of them do

46. DO YOU EAT HEALTHY?
I try..

47. WHAT DO YOU USUALLY DO DURING THE DAY?
Work

48. ANY VACATIONS PLANNED?
Cali in December for my Gpas 80th birthday party!

49. DO YOU USE THE WORD "HELLO" DAILY?
Yes.

50. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT?
2

51. HOW OLD WILL YOU BE TURNING ON YOUR NEXT BIRTHDAY?
25

52. FAVORITE BOY AND GIRL NAMES?
I can't tell you cus then you might steal them lol

53. FAVORITE COLOR?
Green

54. WHERE WERE YOU AT THE LAST TIME YOU KISSED SOMEONE?
Kaseys house

55. FAVORITE PLACE TO EAT?
depends on my mood... I don't really have a favorite

56. ALL TIME FAVORITE MOVIE?
I love alot of movies!!!

57. COLOR OF INK YOU PREFER?
Navy Blue or Black unless I'm on IM then its normally pink or purlple or some rainbow effect :)

58. IF YOU COULD HAVE ANY JOB IN THE WORLD, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
Either a national geographic photograper or i'd love to own my own bakery!

59. WHERE DO YOU WANT TO BE RIGHT NOW?
With Kasey...

Halloween...

I feel like I should be writing something about last Saturday, and posting really awesome Halloween pictures (since it is one of the best times for ridiculously awesome pictures) but I don't have any... Here is how my Halloween went down. Woke up around 10am in Kansas City MO went to breakfast at the Cracker Barrel, drove to Fort Riley KS, cleaned Kasey's room and had some pizza for dinner with Fackrell and Scronce, watched Ghost Hunters while Kasey took a nap, waited very impatiently for 12am so Kasey could get released, spent an hour watching Kasey do paperwork and then at 1am on November 1st we got in the car and started our 15 hour long drive to come home!! Kasey did most of the driving but I did help out a little! I'm so glad to have him home for a couple of weeks! I wish he could stay forever but instead Uncle Sam will be stealing him back on the 14th :( hope you all have a MUCH more eventful October 31st than me!

Wedding Dress for SALE!!!

I'm selling my BEAUTIFUL wedding dress. It was only worn once for bridal pictures. If you or anyone you know is interested please contact me!!! Its a size 10 temple ready gown, faux button up back with zipper, flattering square neck line, short sleeves, full train with button up bussel, tulle overlay, beautiful bead work, and a stunning A line style!! Asking price is $225.00 or best offer, if you want more info or would like to try it on please email me at photobyashlee@yahoo.com

Better than me

Kasey is SO much better than I am! I have major trust issues, and its not his fault.. its just been the last 10 years of mine. It really stems back to high school, I was 'so in love' with the guy I was dating and everyone really thought we would get married. He even gave me a 'promise ring' and we were perfect. That is until we were in the parking lot going into a high school dance, I was all dolled up and he was looking pretty good if I remember correctly. I was about to open my door and he grabbed my hand and said "I don't think this is working out" I couldn't breath I couldn't believe what he had just said so of course I asked for clarification "what do you mean?" and with his emotionless face I will never forget the next words that came out of his mouth.

"I can't date you... What if something better comes along?"

those words have ruined every relationship I have been in since! I don't blame him, he was just a young stupid high school boy that didn't know better and even though we've stayed friends and he's told me that was the biggest mistake of his life, I've always known that I was just the filler for anyone that I've dated while they were waiting to find something better. It doesn't help that my only two serious bf's after that both cheated on me and then left for their 'something better'

Kasey deserves the very best because that's what he is! He is the most amazing person. I am trying SO hard to forget my past and move on, and even more so today! I hardly ever fight with Kasey, lol its kind of hard to fight with someone you never see :) but yesterday I was super depressed for who knows what reason, and I just wanted to talk to him on skype but he had his friends in his room so he said get on yahoo (at this moment my mind FREAKS) I didn't want to talk to him on yahoo, wasn't that the point of him coming home was now we had real ways to talk, like skype and the cell? My mind started going crazy asking why would he only want to talk to me on yahoo?? Is there someone in the room he doesn't want me to see? He has been acting 'busy' all day... I wonder who he is really with and what he is really doing? I've been told it all 'i love you why would you think I'm cheating on you' and 'I'm just hanging out with the guys' and 'your acting crazy' or even 'I'm busy working i can't talk to you right now' and its all been lies because they were with 'her' So I being the crazy emotional mess of a person I am, I say something about it (even though I'm 99.9% sure that its all just being made up in my head) then the arguments began... and I totally agree with him (today) He has NEVER given me a reason to doubt his honestly or faithfulness and we have been though ALOT of crap together! Its funny how much you can go through with someone when they are 7000 miles away! I think he said it best when he pointed out that 'shit happens' I just need to realize that he is different. Kasey is like a fairytale I never thought I would have. He says the things you only hear in movies and he treats me like the most important thing in the world, I guess to him... I am. Which I still have a hard time with, because of other things that have happened in my life (which are still to personal to blog to the world about) When I saw him in KS for the first time in 7 months I was shaking I was so excited! I was talking to Annie and she was telling me how cute we are together and how sweet he is on me (lol totally a 50's phrase) and I asked her why and she said because the second he saw me his face light up and he started walking as fast as he could to get to me. Which I was oblivious to at the time because I was so excited to see him all i could worry about was trying not to cry or pass out! I love that he gets SUPER angry when I wont kiss him in public because he 'doesn't care who sees it, he wants everyone in the world to know he loves me' I love how he stares at me in the car because he 'thinks I'm so pretty' (I keep telling him I'm taking him to the eye doctor for that!) and I absolutely LOVE when he puts his hand on my cheek and then moves it back to my neck and then pulls me in for a kiss... and the way he rolls his eyes at me every time I have to stop in the baby clothes section of any store because the clothes are just to freaking cute to not look at! Anyways... I just keep praying that he never realizes how much better he is than me and how he deserves so much more than me and moves on to his 'something better'