Day 2

Day 2: A photo of something you ate today.

Today will be short and sweet, I've just got to show you something I ate and thankfully its something yummy! When I got home from work today my hubby had made me dinner and it was fantastic!!!

(picture taken from my phone thats why its so grainy)

Day 1

Day 1 – A photo of yourself and a description of how your day was.

Well its only the morning of Day 1 but I'm probably going to be busy today so to avoid forgetting I'll do this first thing! I guess I can't really say to much about my day seeing as I've only been up for 4 hours but, first thing this morning I had to take Sophie out to potty, she was to distracted with eating the snow (it was the first snow of the year and i don't think she really knows what it is yet) so I froze and watched my breath in the air while she ran around, I finally gave up and make her come in the house. After her morning potty break is always breakfast for her, so I scooped up her food like normal and when I got to the kitchen where the lights were on, I screamed pretty loud and put the cup on the table and ran to the other room freaking out, there was a DEAD MOUSE in the food cup! I made Kasey come down and take care of it because I was NOT about to touch it! He is amazing and I am so blessed to have him! The rest of the morning was normal and so far so good at work! I've just got some normal work errands to run later today and my invoices to process. I'm on day seven of no soda and I could really go for a code red from the fountain but I'll be good! 

Im going to try not to fail!

So I think we all know that I have a pretty hard time remembering to blog! There are so many things I feel like I need to keep up on and then I just don't keep up on any of them! Anyways I'm totally stealing this from my friend Cora's blog (thanks Cora!) If nothing else this should help me remember to blog and hopefully let you learn a little about me you didn't know! I will start this challenge tomorrow! 

30 day blog challenge:

Day 1 – A photo of yourself and a description of how your day was.
Day 2 – A photo of something you ate today.
Day 3 – Your idea of the perfect first date.
Day 4 – Your favorite photograph of your best friend.
Day 5 – A photo of yourself two years ago.
Day 6 – A photo of an animal you’d love to keep as a pet.
Day 7 – Your dream wedding.
Day 8 – A song to match your mood.
Day 9 – A photo of the item you last purchased.
Day 10 – A photo of your favorite place to eat.
Day 11 – What’s in your makeup bag?
Day 12 – A photograph of the town you live in.
Day 13 – Your favorite musician and why?
Day 14 – A TV show you’re currently addicted to.
Day 15 – Something you don’t leave the house without.
Day 16 – Your celebrity crush.
Day 17 – A photo of you and your family.
Day 18 – Something you crave a lot.
Day 19 – Another picture of yourself.
Day 20 – The meaning behind your blog name.
Day 21 – A photo of something that makes you happy.
Day 22 – A letter to someone who has hurt you recently.
Day 23 – 15 facts about you.
Day 24 – A photo of something that means a lot to you.
Day 25 – What’s in your purse?
Day 26 – A photo of somewhere you’ve been to.
Day 27 – A picture of you last year and now and how have you changed since then?
Day 28 – Your favorite movie.
Day 29 – Something you could never get tired of doing.
Day 30 – A photograph of yourself today + three good things that have happened in the past

my goal was

to blog something everyday, even if it was just something small... i'm obviously failing BIG time! Anyway, I've been struggling a lot the last year or so with the way I look, and I know you're thinking "then do something about it" and don't think I haven't tried! Back in 08 I went to the Dr because I literally had no energy. I woke up went to work (at a desk job) forced myself through an hour work out came home and went to bed and normally didn't wake up until the next day unless my mom came in to get me for dinner. My Dr looked me over took some blood samples and told me to stop watching tv and go for walks instead. Um... were you even listening to me doc? I don't watch tv I can't even keep my eyes open for ten mins when I get home let alone sit and watch tv for hours on end! He gave me some 'weight loss' pills and told me that should help... it did give me insomnia :) but now I'm back to square one and I do not want to go back to a Dr and pay all that money just so he can look at me like some fat chick that just wants a magic pill because thats not what I want, I'm willing to work hard for it, in fact this spring I got a gym buddie and we went every morning for at least an hour and I was sweating my butt off, started watching what I was eating and stopped soda for a couple months ( I did have my wedding coming up and I wanted to look fab) well 5 months later my buddie was down 15lbs and a bunch of inches and was buying new jeans and I... well I was inch for inch pound for pound exactly the same, actually I think I even gained a pound and almost didn't fit in my wedding dress anymore!!!! So then I'm stuck in this whats the point of working out and dieting if nothings going to happen after 5 months, another month wont change anything! Being over weight is the hardest struggle I've had to deal with in my life, other things happen that are horrible but I learn to move on and it gets better... this, well no matter what I do it wont go away! I know that people look at me differently because of my weight, and that I'm not really accepted by society since my BMI is 2 points away from obese! I feel like I look pretty until I see a mirror or even worse my picture!! So tomorrow it starts again.. 5am dates with the gym, and if nothing happens I guess I'll find a new Dr and go back and hopefully get something figured out.... .