Ok so really is it that hard to update with a new post every now and again? I guess so... I feel like SO many things are happening in life and then I never write about it lol. Someone asked me what a blog was even for the other day and I was like 'Oh well... I used one for my 'hobby/job' and the other is like my online diary' then I thought about it... and I don't update my 'diary' very often lol. Anyways I need to get some pictures off my camera and onto my computar so I can show you all the fun I've been having. I totally went to the Zoo yesterday and it was AMAZING!!! I love the zoo, and being there with no crowds was even better! Anyways I've got lots to update! So i'll be back later!
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
Friday, February 20, 2009
Stupid Fridays....
Have you ever wanted something (or someone) so badly that you do everything you can to make sure that you don't get it? I know that sounds backwards, but I'm realizing that I do that alot actually. I don't know if its because I figure if I push a person away at the begining they have no chance of hurting me or if I make sure not to 'get' something then there is no way for me to fail but either way... I don't think its a good thing! However even though I notice myself doing it, I can't stop! When I'm pushing away a person I find EVERY reason I can to be mad or make them mad at me so that by some twisted action I wont have to worry about being let down... I push and push until... there is nothing left to push. The sad thing is, I'm always still upset.
Uh... whatever...
Uh... whatever...
Thursday, February 12, 2009
25 things about me...
This is my 25 things about me from none other than facebook :) Kenz gave me the idea to post it in my blog as well! Thanks Kenz!
1. I still love pop music from when I was in high school
2. I am 'slightly OCD' as the Dr would put it
3. My favorite color is Green and it actually scares me that I'm starting to like the color hot pink!!
4. This is my favorite number
5. I have a favorite shape... its a STAR
6. I work for only one company and I have two jobs there... Distributor Relations and Executive Receptionist
7. I have my own photography company that is more something I do because I love it, not to make a living
8. I'm a very over apologetic person... I'm always saying sorry and making sure everyone else is happy first
9. I love to change the color of my hair and do it quite often!
10. Summer is my least favorite time of the year, I'd much rather be cold that hot!
11. Most days I feel like I am ready to take on the world, and then some days I just need some one to take it on for me and carry me along
12. I took 7 years of voice lessons and have a hidden passion for singing... my dream is still to be a singer
13. I'm one of those people that can do just about anything and everything... like a 'jack of all trades' unless its fixing the car or something like that!
14. It is easier for me to cry at a movie/tv show or sad song than it is for something real. I don't like to let my emotions show because I feel like it makes me weak
15. I grew up with two brothers and no sisters and most of the time it shows... I would pick football over the mall any day!
16. I went to collage for 3 years and then dropped out... and NO I don't want to go back and please don't ask me 'are you kidding me' no I'm not.. it just wasn't my thing!
17. I love to bake and one day I want to own my own bakery
18. Once upon a time I was working on a novel, then my hard drive crashed and I lost EVERYTHING I was way farther than half way done and I vowed to never write a book again
19. I am loyal to a fault and will defend things I stand for or people I care for to the death
20. I am VERY insecure, even though I hide it pretty well
21. From about October until April my nose is always cold! Thankfully I don't really get sick, just cold!
22. I am a completely different person than I was 5 years ago!
23. I have a best friend that I know will always be there for me when I need him, even if he pretends he's not... and I don't know if I'll ever full understand him
24. I've yet to meet someone that I was unable to get along with completely
25. I am very quick to open up and love people.. sometimes to quick, but once I love someone no matter what they always have a place in my heart!
1. I still love pop music from when I was in high school
2. I am 'slightly OCD' as the Dr would put it
3. My favorite color is Green and it actually scares me that I'm starting to like the color hot pink!!
4. This is my favorite number
5. I have a favorite shape... its a STAR
6. I work for only one company and I have two jobs there... Distributor Relations and Executive Receptionist
7. I have my own photography company that is more something I do because I love it, not to make a living
8. I'm a very over apologetic person... I'm always saying sorry and making sure everyone else is happy first
9. I love to change the color of my hair and do it quite often!
10. Summer is my least favorite time of the year, I'd much rather be cold that hot!
11. Most days I feel like I am ready to take on the world, and then some days I just need some one to take it on for me and carry me along
12. I took 7 years of voice lessons and have a hidden passion for singing... my dream is still to be a singer
13. I'm one of those people that can do just about anything and everything... like a 'jack of all trades' unless its fixing the car or something like that!
14. It is easier for me to cry at a movie/tv show or sad song than it is for something real. I don't like to let my emotions show because I feel like it makes me weak
15. I grew up with two brothers and no sisters and most of the time it shows... I would pick football over the mall any day!
16. I went to collage for 3 years and then dropped out... and NO I don't want to go back and please don't ask me 'are you kidding me' no I'm not.. it just wasn't my thing!
17. I love to bake and one day I want to own my own bakery
18. Once upon a time I was working on a novel, then my hard drive crashed and I lost EVERYTHING I was way farther than half way done and I vowed to never write a book again
19. I am loyal to a fault and will defend things I stand for or people I care for to the death
20. I am VERY insecure, even though I hide it pretty well
21. From about October until April my nose is always cold! Thankfully I don't really get sick, just cold!
22. I am a completely different person than I was 5 years ago!
23. I have a best friend that I know will always be there for me when I need him, even if he pretends he's not... and I don't know if I'll ever full understand him
24. I've yet to meet someone that I was unable to get along with completely
25. I am very quick to open up and love people.. sometimes to quick, but once I love someone no matter what they always have a place in my heart!
um.. sorry?
So I have realized for the last few days just HOW far behind I am on my blog... even though I don't really have much to write but I had to say something right?? Anyway, Sometimes I feel like this is my diary but then I remember the whole world can read it, so.. I have to watch what I say! There are somethings that I just don't want anyone knowing about! That being said, I did go to the Draper LDS Temple open house on Tuesday and it was AMAZING!! I don't remember ever seeing a more beautiful building in my life! I can't wait to go back on the 24th with Kasey, its going to be a blast! Oh ya I forgot to mention that tid bit didn't I? lol my FANTASTIC friend Kasey who I have known for 11 years is coming home for his mid-tour leave from Iraq! So, being the 'planner' that I am, we have a few things we are going to do while he is here and I can't wait! Besides the Temple viewing we will also be going to the zoo (yes in February) having a wonderful date to the Olive Garden (my choice after refusing to go somewhere that is way over priced with probably not as great of food!) and we'll probably see some movies and just hang out. He's been deployed since September so its about time he comes home for a break! None of my family has ever met him before and only a few of my friends, so I'm way excited for everyone to meet him! Its safe to say that we... hung with different crowds in High School and Jr. High but yet we somehow met and made a friendship! Kase told me the other day.. 'a rockstar and a cowgirl, huh who'd a thought' lol I just laughed and said well thats cus I'm just so cool everyone wants to be my friend! Don't worry I was using my 99.9% sarcasm voice! Any way, there is the update on my life in the last month, I know SO exciting right?
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