I need a day off....

I've been sitting here going back from my screen to the stacks of papers on my desk to thinking about photo shoots and back to emails then paperwork and so on... I've got 3 projects I'm working on, plus my daily work, 3 photo shoots to edit a shoot tonight and 2 more this weekend and all that I can think about is going out side and taking a nap in grass with the sun shining on me. I'm frustrated with where I am in life and where I want to be. My desktop background is a picture of Kasey and I on our wedding day and I catch myself staring at it a lot wishing I could just spend my entire day with him every day. I saw him this morning and I still miss him. I'm not sure how I lasted while he was in Iraq... I went 7 months with out anything but super crappy skype calls! I want to spend everyday sleeping in with my puppy and then taking pictures until I'm blue in the face then coming home to snuggle up with Kasey on the couch and watch stupid tv shows. I think was I really need is just a few days off from work. Time to spend in my yard and cleaning my house and having dinner ready by 5. I'm counting down the days until we go on summer vacation, I can't wait to be in Oregon & Washington just hanging out and maybe looking for our dream house! I guess I'll just have to settle for it almost being the weekend! 

No words...

Right now as I type, I'm listening to someone live online from Afghanistan... I just finished listening to the President speak to the country and the world, and I'm full of mixed feelings. 

Osama Bin Laden was killed by US forces today. 

I am overcome with joy, what sweet justice for the things he's done, and the innocent people he has killed! However I am a little reserved and a lot nervous! The Taliban will not just cry and move on, they will be furious and they WILL retaliate! The things that make me nervous are 1. the fact that Kasey still has 4 years that the ARMY can call him up for deployment, 2. I have a LOT of friends in the military still that are deployed and I am so worried for their safety! I also have things going through my mind about my religion, so many things have been happening lately that are talked about in the scriptures pointing towards the second coming of Christ. This makes me a little nervous because honestly, I'm not ready! I think I will relish in the joy and justice tonight and worry about the rest when it comes! 

What an amazing day in history, Something I'll never forget!

God Bless the USA & Let FREEDOM ring!!!!

Spring

Spring is possibly tied with fall for my favorite times of  the year, but I do love spring! I love when everything starts coming alive again and the beauty that I'm surrounded with!

Today I was able to take my dog on a walk with out a jacket, picked up the backyard a little bit and mowed the lawn all after work and finished before it was dark. I LOVE the smell of freshly cut grass, something about it scream star gazing and laughter to me, it also makes me crave chocolate ice cream... I hope you are all loving your spring just as much as I am :)  

Grayson

My nephew is a stud, case and point!