Only 203 days left!

Today I am 11 weeks prego... people tell me "oh that's not very far you still have a ways to go" and I just want to thank them for reminding me that I still have 30 weeks of puking ahead of me! I am so excited to be having a baby, I just wish that it was May already! I feel so much better when I'm not sitting, but I have a 8-5 desk job so I sit a LOT which sucks because 90% of my day I feel like I'm on the verge of having to make a run for the bathroom. I haven't been super emotional in the crying all the time sense more in the I want to slap everyone in the face kind of way. I seriously do not understand how women can have tons of babies!! 

Its hard to be excited when you're feeling crappy... I feel bad about complaining about being sick because I know it could be worse and I know that there are some woman that would give just about anything to be able to be having a baby, but at the same time I don't think anyone likes throwing up! 

I put on a brave face all day at work pretending like I feel just fine when really I just want to go and lay in bed and curl up with my blankets and not move. I've tried everything I can find online, ginger, lemon, saltines, extra water, etc etc... and it almost seems like the longer I'm prego the worse I feel which is not what I've been reading, supposedly I should be starting to feel better not worse :( my next Drs apt is on the 7th, we'll get to hear the heart beat (which seems kind of late to me but whatever) and maybe he can give me something to get rid of this nausea, I know there are a couple different pills out there so we'll see what he says. 

This week baby is the size of a lime! 1.6 inches long and about .25 ounces lol so tiny! 

Favorite time of year!

I'm probably the only one that was sad on Tuesday when the storm cleared out before 10am! However Yesterday and today have more them made up for it, I absolutely LOVE this weather and this time of year! I'm not sure why but I love the rain and the cold weather! Its  so cozy and romantic! The fall has a certain smell to it of spices and crisp air and it intoxicates me as I leave for work every day. Now if only I could stay at home and enjoy the rain from there while curled up on the couch watching a movie and sipping on some hot cocoa... mmm I think I know how I'll be spending my evening! 

8 weeks

So even though our little "secret" is out, I feel silly talking about it! I feel like I am barely even prego! I'm only 8 weeks along and the truth is you just never know! Every little thing makes me worried that something is wrong because its so surreal right now, I can't feel it or see it or anything else so its hard to believe I've got a little person growing in me! 

I haven't been to sick until a couple weeks ago, and even still its not that bad, I've thrown up twice now, but I'm constantly stuck in that feeling of nausea, which sucks! My emotions started kicking in this last week and I've cried a few times, mostly over stupid things! This morning I burst into tears and cried for a good 15 mins before I was able to control myself and get some mascara on before I went into work! 

My biggest symptom so far is fatigue! I feel like I can't do anything for more then 10 mins with out needing a nap! I've got a handful of family sessions to edit and sitting at my computer not only makes me feel queasy but I also have a hard time keeping my eyes open, so I get up and walk around every five mins and that really makes it hard to concentrate and get in a flow! I'm hoping this wears off soon and I'll have some of my energy back! Just when I finally got something from the doctor to help my fatigue I go and get myself pregnant and cant take my prescription anymore lol, go figure right?! 

Anyways before I get sick I better go and take a walk around the office!       

Surprise

Guess who's having a baby! WE ARE!!! 

{HUGE thanks to Rayni for taking our pictures this weekend!!}