Wow, I guess last year really did a number on me! I haven't blogged since we lost baby 2 at 5.5 weeks. I've shed so many tears over that day since then. All the blaming on myself, questions, sadness thinking that was it, and facing the realization I might only ever have one child and to embrace her!
Almost a year later, here I am, 7 weeks and 1 day pregnant. I've taken 3 tests I have a Dr's appointment in 2 weeks and I'm all kinds of nauseous!
We went to Florida the first week of February and I got so motion sick on the flight there is thought, maybe it's morning sickness? I didn't want to get my hopes up though and blew it off, we had so much fun frolicking at the beach and disneyworld and the day after we got back, I missed my period! I've been so nervous something will happen that I haven't really had time to be excited. It's such a weird feeling, almost as if it's not real. My first appointment I'll get to hear the heartbeat and do an ultrasound, I'm so excited, but a little sad, the only time they had open was 930am so Kasey won't make it :( I don't know if he pretends it's not a big deal, or he really doesn't mind, but I'll be sad he isn't with me.
This is my last baby, so I want to make sure I go all out, I have announcement ideas planned and gender reveal ideas! I'm already putting aside money for a birth photographer, because Kasey had to do it for Olivia and I don't want him to have to worry about it this time.
Almost a year later, here I am, 7 weeks and 1 day pregnant. I've taken 3 tests I have a Dr's appointment in 2 weeks and I'm all kinds of nauseous!
We went to Florida the first week of February and I got so motion sick on the flight there is thought, maybe it's morning sickness? I didn't want to get my hopes up though and blew it off, we had so much fun frolicking at the beach and disneyworld and the day after we got back, I missed my period! I've been so nervous something will happen that I haven't really had time to be excited. It's such a weird feeling, almost as if it's not real. My first appointment I'll get to hear the heartbeat and do an ultrasound, I'm so excited, but a little sad, the only time they had open was 930am so Kasey won't make it :( I don't know if he pretends it's not a big deal, or he really doesn't mind, but I'll be sad he isn't with me.
This is my last baby, so I want to make sure I go all out, I have announcement ideas planned and gender reveal ideas! I'm already putting aside money for a birth photographer, because Kasey had to do it for Olivia and I don't want him to have to worry about it this time.
Here's to our little blueberry! Please stay with me this time!
Love - your momma.
